things arent the same anymore

things arent the same anymore
things have not been the same for a while
but this dire feeling dawned on me
while i stared at a bathroom tile

if the body and mind make me think so?
where do the years and time go?
i oft ponder this as i rest
a weary hand shaking against my chest

things arent the same anymore
and they may never be
but one thing is the same
im still not happy